What do I do? I am in love with a girl for the past one and a half years but I found out that my best friend has a crush on her for much longer than I have so I didn’t tell him anything about my feeling for her I let him have his fun. My best friend found out that I like his girl friend but we are still on good terms, but on Valentines Day I told her how I felt with my best friend’s permission. I have done something that I am not too proud off during that year like I asked her out behind her back and he found out but he still wanted to be my friend. After I came back from the India I found out that they broke up and my best friend encouraged me to ask her out (I asked her out on his birthday, I couldn’t do anything he told me to do it that day). She gave me her answer a week later….. (It was a no, she friend zoned me). Two weeks later, out of the bloom she asked me out and I said yes, but she dumped me in two days and the next day my best friend asked her out on a party when I was around (I wasn’t angry I was more sad). From those days I tried to avoid her but I couldn’t because both of them tricked me into hanging out with them (they both mean well but sometimes they have a hard time showing that but they are nice people). Now I want to spend time with her I have found out its better than nothing (I have become strong with my emotions through this ordeal). I have found out that she is leaving in a few months forever, I feel so confused….. I want to tell her one more time how I feel but I can’t because my best friend won’t like it and I don’t know if she has some feeling or any feeling left for me. I feel lost and hurt but I still want to be her friend, is there any solution for my messed up life…………….