I seem to have a lot of them...But I'm gonna talk about the addiction to sex right now I guess it all started out very minimal as do all addictions...I attribute most of this to porn. I started out with Playboys, then softcore mags, then softcore vids, then hardcore mags, then hardcore vids and finally it led into looking for sex and getting it however I could which includes paying for it. This is partially why I am in the hole financially now. I would take cash advances of $300 and sometimes $600 out of a CC and the interest rate for that is 20% and that ultimately killed me. And Of course, the CC sky-rocketed. But now I am looking for help on the CC side of things and I think i have a handle on that. No CC's for me means no debt on them! But the addiction to sex is rearing its ugly head again....Many times i would try to not think about it but I still do. I am wondering how long can I go before the itch to go see an escort gets me. I usually only go see one particular lady and she is always at the back of my mind. I'm also wondering...when will the next time be? I try to say NO their can not be a next time! But usually I give in and fall to the temptation again. And to tell the truth.....its not really the need for sex, because I usually satisfy my needs with masturbation, even though its not the same but it still makes me lose interest for a bit. But its the need to be with a woman that gets me. The touch, the smell, the sound of a woman is what gets me. To be with a woman is usually what makes me bend now that i think about it. Its really not the sex but the need to be with a woman and lie next to her and just be next to her. I'm repeating myself but i just realized it........its like every guy needs that. We need that compassion or whatever it is from a woman....I dunno...Am i being needy?? Or am I just lonely??? Should I not consider this an addiction to sex then? Should I consider it an addiction to escorting?? Or both??