Tonight I was supposed to go out to dinner and a movie, along with a haunted house with this girl that I guess likes me. Unfortunately, I am not sure I have the same feelings for her, since she is a partier. Well, we were getting ready to leave, something came up where she mentioned it as a date, and being honest, I told her I figured it would just be a friend thing. She got upset and asked 'what is the point of hanging out then' since it was not a date, and basically had a temper tantrum and decided she wanted to stay in tonight. So I have been sitting here on my butt all night. Kinda sucks, but then again, I am used to it, Since January I have not had a social life since I was working crazy hours. I thought I was starting to become social again, and meet new people now that I have the time, but I am not sure if I even want to bother, it really does not seem worth it. This whole fiasco tonight reminded me how even the simple act of hanging out with a girl can be a total pain in the butt. It is getting harder and harder to find a decent person. Most people these days just seem to party, drink, and have random sex. I was not really attracted to this girl for precisely that reason, yet I still saw her as a friend. I guess that is over. I dont know, maybe I am just weird for wanting a decent lady friend. It really does not seem as though there are any out there; at least I have not met one yet. Maybe I am just too picky wanting someone who doesn't party, do drugs or drink (except occasionally). Anyway, I am sorry for rambling. This has been a really bad night.