I am so stressed out over this, the past 4, 5 days have been the downright worst ever I dont know what to do. Everyone tells me to break things off with her right NOW, but its not easy when you are so into them. Ive been seeing this girl for awhile now, but in the past month things have been really uneasy (especially the past week). I have a good feeling she is seeing other people. In the past little while, she always makes it seem like shes too busy of a person to talk to me. Trust me girl, I know you are NOT that busy, all she does is go party and eat out all the time. everytime we talk, we are always interupted by something. We talked yesterday afternoon for the first time in over a week because we got in an arguement last week over something so retarded....and we only talked for like 5mins each,total of maybe 3 calls. How are we suppose to settle things like that? But obviously im not important to her anymore, going out was more important to her. All she kept on talking about was how her and her co-worker met a celeb at her work few nights ago and are going out for dinner with him and then to a bar. I know its probably everyones dream to be seen out with a famous celeb because its not an everyday thing, and I understand that! But she knew damn well all the shit that has been going on between us in the last little while. And yet she'd rather go out instead? I really was bothered over that. I felt so neglected throughout the whole night last night, so since I knew she was out I didnt want to call her and bother her, so I just text msged her late at night to call me in the morning - she never did. I tried calling her this afternoon and her phone has been off - so left a message on her voicemail. I dont even know if I can expect a call back from her. I just want answers! When we have talked, everytime she tells me she wants to continue on and that shes just been busy. . Well wtf? I dont care how damn busy you are, if someone in your life meant so much to you, you will always find time to contact that person. I just want some fuckin answers for crying out loud! Everyone is telling me to end things right now, but its not fuckin easy. I just want to talk to her and let her here me out and I listen to her. But it seems shes too fuckin busy. Probably out sleeping around. Ahh I dont even wanna think about that. But do you know how this feels knowing that you cant do anything about it? Ah fuck this is depressing me right now just typing it out. please excuse me, I need to get my mind off this for a bit and come back to report the rest. This is absolutely killing me, on my mind for hte past 4, 5 days.