but im alone now. its christmas eve, and i miss my ex-gf. i know, forget her, deleter her number/fbook/email/*.exgf. i know that stuff. but im not ready to do that. i have a feeling that the reason i miss her so much is because she wont have me back (and Lord knows i have tried). but that doesnt make me stop missing her. i have tried on occasion to go out and have fun, and i notice pretty girls, but thats it...i notice that they are pretty, but i am not particularly attracted to them, i dont even think about making sexy time with them. im not a troll, and im not some loser ugly fag. i am just a guy (a good lookin guy i might add) who fell in love with a girl. now im not with that girl anymore, and i am sad about it. i dont really know what im looking for by posting this thread. maybe just trying to get this off my chest. normally just typing it out would make me feel a little better, but its not, and i doubt that will change when i press the submit button.