....I had just found out my mother-in-law had leukemia. She fought it and won a temporary battle. 10 months ago she found out that it came back and she just found out last night that she has a month to live. She went through 3 years of chemo (off and on), and probably a total of 6 months in the hospital. She had a stem cell transplant a few months ago that failed. If you talked to her on the phone you would never know she was even sick. She lives in Seattle and we live in Austin so now we probably have to do the toughest thing in both of our lives and go there and watch her die. It makes me sick to my stomach because my wife is only 27 and she has no other family. No siblings, no father and her mother is only 59. I don't know whether to cry or start breaking shit. I have to get it out of my system now so i can be strong for her though. wtf. i hate life sometimes. I just needed to vent. No replies are necessary.