I always have a weird feeling that I'm running after something, and need to be doing something constructive or I feel like shit. Can't even play video games for a bit, because I feel like a lonely bag of shit when I do. Actually, I'm having huge problems dealing with loneliness/time off since I finished school and started working full time. Just can't figure out stuff to do at night, especially when my fiancee is at school/work. Might be do to the lack of available friends (all still in school and busy, my best buddy recently found a girl and can't hang out as much). Any ideas how I can learn to relax, and not fear be alone for a bit, and to stop being so stressed about having to be somewhere else. Hell... writing this I feel stressed and like I need to be somewhere else.