Well, I will give a little background. I am a late teen male, and have always been a little bit kinky, and like to be submissive. I have been camming to a girl for about a year and a half or two years, where I will do as she says basically. She has always wanted me to play with my ass, and, hell, I love it, I just find fingers extremely awkward, and messy for my tastes, and could never really get anything else household to work for me. I brought up the idea to her 5 or 6 months ago about me buying an anal toy, and gave her a couple options. She wanted a plain dildo, but I was set to beads (have wanted to try for several years). I was on my way home, and I saw the open sign of the sex shop on still, so I stopped in (for the first time), and bought X-10 beads (black) and a small bottle of astroglide. On my way home, hoping my friend would be online. First thing I did was hop on MSN, and there she was. I though this was going to be the best night ever! I just start up the cam, and show her what I got (she was dissapointed, that I didnt get a dildo, but she didnt really mind either way). I lubed up, and went bead, by bead, by bead, I couldnt get them in quick enough, I thought I had fell in love! Started pulling them in and out slowly, WOW, and I finally said I had to blow! So I started to jerk off some more, and I felt it coming, so I started to pull them out. I dont know if it was just my head, or if it actually happened, I felt like I blew for probably double of what I normally do (6 or 8 seconds total). All said and done, I am REALLY glad I picked these up tonight! http://www.cduniverse.com/productinfo.asp?pid=6663261&style=atoy&cart=658626176 Now, on to the next phase ! I loved the beads, but I would like more pressure all the time, something the beads dont give unless half inserted. I have messed around with butt plugs, but im not sold on them yet, so how would a vibrator or dildo go? And, the astroglide left a little bit of sticky feeling on my fingers while playing around, is there another lube that may stay wetter longer? Wow, sorry for such the long read, but WOW!