I have a good family, a car, a little bit of money, some friends, a hot girlfriend, freedom, a good upbringing, I'm good looking yet I'm depressed. I don't get it. It comes and goes. The last 2 mornings I've woken up and just felt like dying. I laid in bed for 4 hours today thinking, wishing I were dead or something.. Later in the day I felt normal as I do now.. Sometimes I feel great, excited, etc.. It's like when I'm with my Gf I'm really happy but as soon as I leave her house I get depressed even if the night went really well, but I don't think it's because I miss her or anything cause we haven't been dating long.. I don't know what it is.. I think something is wrong with my brain instead of my problems coming from situation/eviroment.. Is there a mild way of being bi-polar? I don't have crazy mood swings but I do have them.. I also sometimes get pissed, it's rare but some days I'm just raging mad.. For no reason I feel this way..