Ok, well I will start by saying I am 19. I have been out of highschool since 07, and have only taken 1 post secondary class for carpentry right after highschool. It was a 6 week course and allowed me my level 1 in carpentry. Since then, I have been working for the same employer. I left for Australia for 3 months (returned in may) and have been working since. However, I have been very restless lately. It seems as though I am not sure what I want to do with the rest of my life. I have recently been seriously considering applying for eployment with my local police department, however my driving record prohibits me from getting my full license for another year, which is a necessary requirement. I feel as though I should go back to school but my parents, who make less money then I do, have no means of helping me pay for school, as neither of them took any post secondary and ended up with shitty jobs. I am wanting also to move out of their house, but I am not sure what would happen financially to me if I did (I make 18 dollars an hour, and am pretty good with my finances, and work a full 80 hours a week, sometimes more) and if I would be able to continue working towards my goal of being a police officer at some point in my life. It just feels as though right now i am stuck in a rut, and I really am not sure what to do about it. I recently have starting going to the gym agian, because i would like to get into better shape. My life other than that is pretty good, other than the fact that I have been unlucky lately with women (I am attractive enough to get decent women, of that I am quite sure) but lately i have been struggling. It also feels like all the people I gradded with are "passing" me in life because they are all attending university and college and actually getting an education.