Here's the story. I'll make it as short as possible. Nearly a year ago, maybe a little longer than that... my first love broke up with me for another girl and got her pregnant not even a month after. Now he has a baby. But, he just left that girl, just ran away and no one could find him, not even me. (which everyone suspected he'd come to me...) Meanwhile, my best friend and I were hanging out and having a conversation about him, and I had said, 'yeah, it's been a long time, I could forgive him, but I would still be weary of dating him, although I probably still would because I love him.' Anyhow, it turns out that the entire time (myself completely unknowing,) my best friend had been hiding him out in her apartment. And she called one day to tell me some 'bad news,' which was that they had been seeing eachother as well. She had said she was afraid to tell me, and didn't know how I'd react. Since then, I feel I have conveyed that I'm uncomfortable being around them together. My friend tells me I just need to get over it. I, personally feel that if she had thought that her actions would have hurt me in any way, then she shouldn't have engaged in that relationship, but since she did, she really had no regard for my feelings. We've been friends for years. I love her like a sister, but it's killing me to see them together. First loves are not easily forgotten. I just don't know what I should do, because I can't bear to discontinue my friendship with her, I love her so much. But I can't be around her anymore without coming home later that night and crying myself to sleep. I should also add that I am probably in some way condoning their relationship by not getting upset or just pretending to be 'okay' in social situations. (she just graduated this year, so I attended her graduation, and also hung out with them afterwards at her apartment.) I really can't think of an easy way to approach this situation. Any advice would be much apprieciated.