Well 10 minutes ago I just got word that my best friends Dad, who is like a second Dad to me has been givin an estimated 5-6 months left to live. He has been fighting it for the last 4-6 months. It has been rough on my buddy and his mom the worst, but it is still really fucking hard for me. I am good bout "hiding" my feelings inside and letting them all just linger. Just kinda my way of dealing with shit. Not the healthiest of ways but hey it works... Which is kinda why I am putting it here. So I can kinda talk about it. And just get it off of my chest. I am not sure what to do and what I can do. I am lost with no sense of direction as I have never been in this position. I mean there is nothing I can really do to help as he is terminal but wtf guys? I hate the utter feeling of helplessness (sp) Any help will be great.