Ugh...that was a really hard discussion tonight with my mother. I divulged what I could and was ready to talk about and that was lik I've let 5 tons off my back. She was so supportive and caring, just the opposite of what I'd expected and even opened up to me about her own addiction therapies and depression even further. While it's not one of the 12 steps, I feel like I took a huge step forward tonight in my recovery. At least my mom still loves me.