Ive been on paxil 40mg for the past year for o.c.d. I have realized that the paxil makes me not care what happens, good or bad. i just feel kind of numb on it. ex: went to six flags last summer. going up the Titan and ZERO feelings of unsurity,fright,nervousness etc. this had resulted in a drop in my grades and sleeping too much. thats why i want to quit. id rather have ocd and my grades than paxil and no degree. its been about 4 days now without my paxil and IM FUCKING LOSING IT. I cant do anything without feeling dizzy or sick at my stomach. i guess my question is: am i going to fuck my brain up permanently if i quit this paxil cold turkey like i am doing?