every since i broke up with my gf-----i feel the need of looking for a replacement (or at least rebound sex )...and just like the old saying "the more you look for it, the harder it gets". couple years back, i can careless about relationships or having a gf and if what not, i avoided them coz i dont like dealing with dramas thats attached to it. i was just content with my single life that nothing can bother me. but then i was into the whole car scene before and im not anymore. but now, im scared to be alone. its been a week since i broke up with my gf and im doing pretty good just that in one of those lonely nights or that "moment" when you are laying in your bed trying to get ready to go to sleep...its really hard. and it doesnt help since i havent been clubbing lately. before id go every week and i would meet alot of girls when i was with my exgf. but i just turn them down coz i was with someone. but since i just bought a house, money is little too tight....or if i do have some money, i end up riding around on my crotchrocket just to keep my head off of her. sorry, its just a random rant that i want to let out of my system.