It just "sort of" sucks. I am trying lots of various methods with the exception of nicotine replacement which I really don't feel like I need based on how much I smoked (probably 6 or 7 lights a day). I am mainly doing this because I feel like it's just an unhealthy coping method for stress... right now I have been having a hard time after work without a cigarette because it was the only way I really knew how to decompress. I started lifting weights again and that helps. Anyways, even with almost 5 years free from drugs & alcohol, I haven't quit smoking and so I am starting to feel what its like to be new all over again. I just was reinstituted as a mod around here but the forum seems pretty stable with a few exceptions. Any new frequent faces?