The other night, my parents had my dad's best friend over for dinner along with his wife and another couple who they are friends with. My dad's best friend is practically family to me. I have always looked up to him, loved visiting him, and felt very close to him. He's one of those people that I can't think about not being in my life because he has always been there, and has been my dad's best friend for 40+ years. He made several negative comments about gay people at dinner that just absolutely killed me inside. I felt crushed. I'm not out to him and can't consider what it would be like if I did it now. Before I came out to my parents, I had it in my mind that if my parents had kicked me out, I would have turned to him for help. I just don't know what to think now... this just really, really bothers me.