Right now i am in like a serious deppression and i have been for like 3 months. Nothing seems worth it to me and a girl whom i asked out after we have been friends for a while just stopped talking to me and completely ignores me. That is what sent me farther in this deppresion. I just lately have been thinking things like i am not worth it because it seems like it. No one has really cared about me. This girl that i care about after she started ignoring me and just put me out of her life entirely now i just cannot stop thinking about her. I have tried but it is simply impossible. I need to like somehow get out of this because it is ruining my life with my family and all my friends because they tried to do something but when they did i thought i didn't need any help but now they are just falling away from me. There is nothing left for me. People dont understand me I AM NOT OK. I dont even know why i bother staying. Why i even bother staying in peoples life because they can't like it because i guess it seems all i do is complain but there is more to it than complain because i really dont believe in myself at all. It just seems like i am failing at life and i need to leave. I just needed to say this somewhere because no one else will listen so i am hoping that people here will even if i don't know them. I need some type of encouragement because no one is saying anything but negative things to me. Not even my family. Thank you for at least reading it.