I've been depressed all my life even though I've been given close to every opportunity available. I have no direction in life, and I'm completely confused as to where I should direct my efforts next. I just cannot motivate myself to do ANYTHING that will benifit ME, stupid things such as keeping a clean household for myself is impossible for me feels impossible, however if I am in someone elses home I am easily able to go out of my to make their living space spotless. Do any of you have any insight on this? Did you take up a daily regiment to combat this sort of thing? Thank you very much for reading/listening.