where you feel like nothing can make it better? i've been feeling really depressed lately...not depressed like i'm gonna go kill myself or anything...just that i'm not going anywhere. i'm dating this really awesome guy...that couldn't be better...but my home life just sucks. i'm stuck in this apartment that i'm really worried i can't afford. i got it with my ex a little more than half a year ago and he moved out and i'm stuck with it. i feel like i got rushed into it and of course i got screwed over. i just don't know what to do. same with my job...i'm a 911 dispatcher. i like the job, but it's not what i wanna do. i'm an emt and my real passion is being on the ambulance - out on the street, lights and sirens screaming down the road, saving lives...i love it! i really want to go back to school to get my PHRN and be a flight medic but i feel like i'm being held back. and that just makes me really unhappy. cliffs: hate my home life, unhappy with where my life ISNT going...what can i do?