Because I have a serious girlfriend. Yes I was planning on cheating, with two different girls. But it didn't work out. My GF was out of town this weekend (fri, sat) and I had "dates" with two different girls both those nights, well due to work neither worked out. I knew I would have ended up having sex with one of them and I'm kinda glad they didn't work out. I know I sound like a dick right now for considering it but it just finally hit me, that if my GF would have found out that she would have been totally crushed and empty cause I'm all she has. She has nothing else, she tells me. Her parents are terrible, the friends she used to hang out with, she gave up for me (these are bad people from before she changed into a better person)... I couldn't picture hurting her that much.. So now hopefully I won't ever give into temptation and I'm not gonna intentionalluy put myself in that position again. I did it because I see how serious we are and it kinda scares me, thinking "this is it, this could be the last girl I ever have sex with" but I realized that there's more to it than just sex. Yeah sex is fun, especially with random girls, but I asked, is sex one of two times with some random attractive girl, really worth potentially risking the last year and half of life? just wanted to get that out.. /end babble..