I'm 18 and I just got out of High School. I've been smoking pot for my entire High School career and have been caught by my parents twice. They took it well. Lately I find myself salivating over weed. Just looking at the crystally buds makes me almost want to eat it. I smoke every day, and it's come to a point where I need more than the average person (probably double) to get comfortably high. I'm going to Boston University next year, and I know pretty much everyone there smokes pot. I'd say I'm very lucky because I don't really have an addictiver personally, so I've never experiemented with any other drug besides alcohol. I don't plan on it either. I'm worried that I'm becoming reliant on weed. It's become a regular thing at my friends' house, go over, talk a little, smoke a few bowls, listen to music/watch a movie/play a video game, then order dominos or go out for dunkin dougnuts or something like that. It isn't just one friend either, it's like all of them, and they arent pushing me to smoke, it's just the way I feel. I've decided that I really enjoy the action of smoking more than being high. I can't precisely lay a finger on it, but I know I love to flick a lighter and take a huge breath of pot-smoke. I now realize that what I've written is very fragmented, so I hope you don't have any trouble understanding. Please just leave your opinion, if anything. Thanks so much for reading, and I don't mean for this to sound like a regular, old, depressing pot story. I'm not trying to arouse emotion, I'm just telling my tale.