Ever feel like you don't understand anything? Feels like I have no idea how the world works. With this mindset comes the feeling that I'm a complete idiot and have no control over my life and just go where the world takes me. I'm almost 18, is this just a side effect of teenage years? I'm confused A LOT and things don't make any sense anymore. Maybe it was from all the pot I used to smoke, but maybe something is just happening to me? I think about it long and hard and I just don't know anymore. Everytime I think I found the answer i'm looking for, it ends up not being the answer. Fuck, I don't even know what i'm looking for, just looking.