Well last night I got dumped by my first highschool girlfriend. I personally think we were on another level of relationship and I hope I dont get judged into the HS BF/GF b/c it lasted for 9 +/- months. Personally right now I feel like shit for posting this knowing that I have given up on myself and am on the internet asking for help, no offense to you generous people. I'm mentally a very strong person and I guess I have been broken. She claims that there was NOTHING wrong I did. She says that there is a problem with the way she lives life and she wants to fix it. I'm not really clear as I'm horrible with phones and cant really express my feelings or understand others with it, for the mean reason I cant see their body language or face. Could this really be possible that I did nothing wrong? I guess I came here looking for comfort,security,happiness in others because I no longer have it in the one I loved. I'm also looking for things I can do better next time( I realize I left this brief so dont be obligated to answer ). I'm also looking for the best way to move on to accepting that I'm back alone. It only reinforces in myself my motto of trust no one. She also threw down the I want to be friends. What could that mean... At the end of it all she said "I love you." That is what really threw me for a loop. Thanks OT! Any questons ask.