So I know my post count is low. maybe I am a troll on here, more than anything I think its more I only post when I have something valid to say. But right now, I need to vent....rant.....just bitch or get some help. I'm not really sure. Really a long story short. I'm 27, and live in the D.C area. I work an OK job but don't make a lot of money by any means, but I'm ok with that. I care more about moments than money, friends are more important before finances. Well, the past 3 or so years I have been really in a slump with girls. I lived in Key West for 2 years after I got out of a serious relationship where I was dump for another guy but she still wanted to be friends and really fucked with my heart. I did have a problem with sex, getting it or anything, but the problem is...I really don't want that. I have a serious desire for a relationship but it seems every girl I talk to either wants to fuck on a first date and base our relationship off that or girls are turned off by my lifestyle. I'm just frustrated, I'm a gentleman in some senses, but I am into punk rock, and anime. To me being in love and happy is better than being rich and alone. Maybe I am just an idiot for thinking that girls will love a guy for being himself and not for the money or what not. I was an ESL teacher for 3 years and loved every minute of it. My GF at the time always got on me about how I worked 2 jobs and was poor. Maybe that really fucked up my mind. I'm not sure. Sorry for the rant, it was a hard weekend and i've been drinking since I got off work. Just frustrated right now and needed to get it off my chest since I don't know anyone really in the area I live.