Last night I had a talk with my ex. We broke up over a year in a half ago. I was going though a hard time in life, I tried to hide it from her, and when I couldn't anymore, and didn't want her to have to deal with it I broke up with her I figured it would help both of us do what we were holding each other back from. We had a few issues, she was by no means perfect, really pissed me off at times, but I did love her. Fast forward to now. I haven't managed to really accomplish anything. I have been seaching for a meaning to life, but only seem to waste time and money. I haven't dated since her, and now I am back at school, but still haven't managed to do anything but just exist. I wasted every good chance I had, and I think karma is catching up to me. My luck has been shit recently, stuff I never even thought I could have to deal with has happened. Most is small, but it is wearing on me. On the other side she has been doing great. She finally got her real estate license, is going back to school for a business degree (she couldn't do anything school related before). She is living on her own, making good money, living where she wants to, etc. Apparently when I broke up with her it hit hard and she worked her ass off to fix the problems she had. Long story short, she invited me to come live with her if I needed to get away and try living up there. I can tell she wants to get back together with me. And I am actually considering it, but something in the back of my head says no. Anyone had a similar situation that can give me some advice?