i dont know whats happening to me. im living pay check to pay check, relations with the folks have spoiled, and now my gf and i are having probloms. i think that maybe its just a crash from pot again but im not entirly sure. my life is begining to fall apart. end of my high school year is coming up in a few weeks and the stress in my aprt. is rising. working 6 days a week, trying to balance my work and school. i've hit a suicidle state before and no matter what i am not going to let that happen again. its just, when life gets you down so many times, its like, why even try again? you know? i've working a sweat for my worthless check, wich by the way i get to spend no money of considering all my bills, my car, ect. i dont know guys, i know im new to this forum but i think this is were anyone will even HEAR what i need to get off my chest. thank you all for letting me share that.