I dunno, ever since our financial security has become tight, many a night I come to my room feeling scared. Early last year, my dad lost his job of some 20yrs+ My mom lost her job of 15yrs+ due to a skin disorder My bro got married and we spent some of our savings for his marriage. My sis had to quit her job as it was her final year in University and had a tight school schedule. I also was out with friends one night and got into a minor accident. The whole winter I've spent time and some money fixing my car. I had so many plans for it but had to put it on hold due to our situation. This made me feel outclassed amongst my circle of friends (who are a lot into the car hobby). I dunno what kinda feeling it is but I feel everyone around me - outside my family - is suceeding, and I am not. I feel like I've failed and my life is failing and falling apart. I dunno what to make of this weird anxious feeling. During the day I'm fine but at night, when I find myself alone, I feel lost and scared.