Ive only known this girl for about a month, but since the day we met weve spent almost every day together. She has a long distance bf and the more and more time she spent with me the less she thought about him and the more she thought about me... i can see it, we were falling in love. Still I thought about my ex gf everyday. Flash forward to last night i go see a movie with the ex..... Rent. I couldnt even pay attention to the movie because i was thinking about her so much. I left to go to the bathroom and i left my cell, apparently she went through my text messages and started crying when she read some of the ones i sent to my gf. We ended up kissing... and after the movie it all came out. I told her I was still in love with her and she said the same and how bad she misses me. We just drove around for hours talking and it felt like we were falling in love again for the first time. We ended up fucking in the back of my trailblazer at the beach, it was amazing. Now here I am. I have this girl who i've known for a month or so and who is crazy for me, and my ex who we both are in love with each other still. What the fuck do I do. The ex says she wants to be with me and will be breaking it off with her current bf, which means a lot because she has tons of friends through him and she was having a lot of fun - she just didnt love him, nor did he love her anything like I did. Me and the new girl just started having sex too and she is addicted to me in that way as well. Do I keep up the front for 2 more weeks till we go to christmas break and my current gf goes to rome to see her "ex" bf for 10 days and my ex will have broken it off with her current and we would get back together over christmas or do I just tell my current gf my feelings and that im sorry i never wanted to hurt her. keep in mind she was raped 2 weeks ago, i cant imagine what this might do to her emotional state of mind..... fuck me, life was so much more simpler when i didnt give a shit about girls.