I find that the thing that makes me more upset than anything, is someone else who wants to end it.. That is why I feel that I want to help people who are suicidal.. This isn't me asking for help .. this is me wanting help helping a few people with this problem.. I dated a girl for five years. I have always believed firmly that suicide was wrong for many reasons (which have to do with my lifestyle (the frice`) and those beliefs) Well. that girl (my childhood sweetheart, uniquess,) killed herself about a year and a half ago. Now I have found more reason to be ultimately against it. because of what it does to those who remain alive. So.. ask me anything and I will give you an answer as best I can.