Some may remember my previous thread. I had gotten better for a little while , but I began to feel down again. I kept wishing I would just fall asleep and never wake up. I didn't really see the point in going on... However, today I realized something. I started thinking that there is so much to do in this world that why would I ever want to just give up and stop my life? There's so many places to go, so many things to see, so many people to meet.. the possibilities are endless. So, I've begun making a list of things that I want to do so that I really never get bored. And as I discover more things to do, I'll add them to the list. Hell, just trying to read all the books that you want to would never end. Hopefully this can give some hope to someone out there. Also, try adding things that can benefit your well-being or other's well-being. One of the first things on my list is to drink more water and less soda while exercising more and eating healthier. Maybe you could put down that you want to do better in school or get a better job. The biggest thing is that you just have to DO the things that you list. I gurantee you'll never run out of things to do. You just need to start somewhere.