Ok, so here's the story - It should be an interesting read...I need help. So, I have been going out with Allison for about 5-6 months now...We are complete opposites...I'm 20 years old and I like to smoke/drink/ get fucked up for the most part and have no regrets about what I do...as long as I am satisfied in the moment. My girlfriend is a bit younger, she's 17...still in High School, is basically daddy's little girl...she rarely smokes/drinks/stays out late...but she is absolutely gorgeous and the MAIN thing is - is she helps me out. I got my liscence suspended some time ago, so I no longer have transportation to work, or pretty much anywhere...and she helps me out with that. She makes the good decisions for me that I need to make on my own, but I don't and for that I am grateful I have her. We talk and whatnot, but we don't "connect" the way I quite want to....it's usually just me making her laugh when we hang out, just trying to break the silence as we don't have much in common. Basically the only rreason I stay with her is because I feel I owe her something for all the help she gives me...because I know I make her smile and make her happy just by spending time with her. Now I just met this girl, Elicia, who I connected to within seconds of meeting her...She's more my type...we smoke together, drink together, but the thing she has the I've never had before is she makes me laugh...alot. I am a funny guy, and it usually is me making others laugh...but I just feel absolutely connected to her. So I told Allison we needed to take a break, because I thought I could start something with this girl, Elicia. After a few nights of messing around with Elicia, I started feeling bad and guilty for just destorying everything Allison had given me, so I could be with this girl. It feels wrong everytime I kissed Elicia, and I coul't stop thinking that I am a complete asshole for ditching Allison because of what I wanted. So I told Elicia I can't do this, and I need to go back to Allison because I feel like I owe Allison more than that...but at the same time, I can't stop thinking of Elicia whenever I'm with Allison. AHHH confusing...but did I do the right thing? I can't just leave Allison after what she has done for me and all the help and decisions she's helped me make...but at the same time I feel bad because I'm not into her as much as I am into Elicia...anyone understand and got any pointers?