It's always fun to come back on here every now and then, OT seems to always be a lively place. So err...I was curious to see if anyone else has had this problem. I mean, it may or may not be a problem, but it seems like something that's off. I'm having a difficult time finding gay friends. I think my problem is that I view every gay guy I meet as an all-or-nothing - either we don't get each other and that's that, or I think you're so awesome as a friend that I want to try to have a relationship with you (which have for the most part ended badly because it turns out that actually, we don't get each other, so most go back to the former category). I also think that I'm meeting too many people online...I feel like (but I've been known to be delusional) I'm a pretty normal guy, I have plenty of straight friends, maybe I set a higher standard for gay guys? Maybe it's an expression of internalized gay self-hatred? Maybe I write too much?