I think a fair amount of the things that I don't do in life are related to fear. At first I thought only people who could have GAD are people who have a hard time making friends or going out. When I moved I felt relieved to have made such good friends here with no connections of my own to start with. I did this in my element though around beer. Even with my new friends I still have some basic and silly fears. Some of them of course relate to girls. Which was another reason I discounted having GAD.. Here a some of the problems try not to too much. -I have a really hard time with introductions and names. Especially with girls I feel awkward. -Have a hard time with good byes. I have stayed somewhere way to long just because I hate awkward good byes. -Small talk is just about impossible with me. With guys or girls but I find it quite annoying a girl is trying to talk to me and I have hardly anything to say back. Or I only talk about things in my element. Things girls could care less about. But this is the reason I at least have friends. I have no problem relating to all the hobbies that I am too that most people find quite fun. -Jobs. I am pretty much scared to apply for certain jobs because I think they would be way to far out of what I want to do. So I stay within what I have been doing for years. -Volunteering. I really have been wanting to do something but to scared to even get out there and do it. Was really thinking about doing Homes for Vets as my entire family is military and doing something for the vets would me something for me. This tasks seems daunting to me as I am not good with random people and small talk. -Asking for help is not something I like to do. I have improved this for college sake. -Then I also think about how I am going to be dead in a few years from my heart so why give a fuck at all. I really don't know that but I do know my heart isn't right.