Prbly not as strange as you think. Existence of this section should be enough proof that plenty of people find "weird" things fun and sexy. It is important to find a person and enviroment that you can get your enjoyment, but without permanent injury. Someone that can take you right to that edge of danger, but not push you over the line. Gotta stay safe so you can continue to have fun. Yea, finding the right person might be a challange, but i'm sure they are out there. In the mean time you can always try to find people to fill the void, and maybe even something a bit more permanent may pop up. I'd love to find someone to share my fetishes with. And if they are willing to accept even that part of me, i know i'd have found a winner. Also try to be willing to indulge in thier fetishes some too. Who knows, maybe you'll find something else you like too.