November 8th I lost my job, I worked there for four years. It was a Internet service provider and I worked my way up from a CSR to floor manager. The reason i got fired was my own doing. I dont blame any body but my self. Its been 4 months now and I have submitted my Resume to various places, but not even a bite. I have kinda lost hope... I basically just sit behind my computer and maybe browse a job site every few weeks. I lie to my wife about lookign for a job. My mother and my wife and my mother in law etc etc tell me I need to actually get out meet these ppl personally give them my resume instead of just sending it through email. Its there really any reason to do this as opposed to sendin it via email ? To me it seems like the things I know I can do all require a Bachelors degree A for this and that, and I do not have those qualifactions. I feel I am not good enough and this is the reason why I am not trying hard. I dunno what it is .. I over heard a conversation between my mother and my wife the other day. My mother said to her that this is not like me at all. They are right it isnt. But why am I not being motivated ? Why cant I get back on that saddle and land another job ? I do not know what it is I am looking for by posting this.. Maybe I have answered my own questions. Maybe I need encouragement ? Truth is I do not know what I need except I need somethign to get back on track . Any help is appreciated.