and said if i was going to hog her to myself i wouldn't have her much longer on the one hand, i want to shoot myself in the face. on the other, that doesn't even make sense, because in 12 days we will be officially single anyway ("have her much longer?"), and b/c i'm genuinely not possessive like that - i want her to have fun with her friends, go out, etc. (hog?) it doesn't make sense, so i think she was just saying it bc she was mad at me. it's all very educational. first relationship ftl.