She came over to my house today. And then she started to cry, and wouldn't tell me what was wrong for the longest time. Then eventually I got it out of her that basically she doesn't know what she feels right now. Half of her just wants us to be best friends and the other half wants to stay, so she's very confused. She doesn't know if it's just a little phase she's going through, but that she doesn't understand why she feels like this. She said it's nothing I did, her feelings just changed. Because it's not like we've been fighting alot or anything, nothing has changed. When I asked her if she wanted to break up or take a break, she said no and that she needed to think first. But that she can't imagine her life without me in it, and that she doesn't want to be that couple that breaks up and hates each other. And she's doesn't even know if she's not in love with me anymore. Basically she doesn't know what she feels. She was craying/bawling the whole time, while I was very calm and relaxed. While she was telling me all this stuff I didn't feel sad or anything, I just stayed very calm. But right now it feels like it hit me like a train, and I just feel incredibly sad. It's especially hard for me because she's my first girlfriend and we've been going out for over a year. I just don't know what to think. I really want everything to work out, but I don't know.