I've been with my girlfriend for over 3 years. She just left south to go to school. I'm 22 years old now. Before she left, i was feeling fine, like there was nothing to worry about. I didn't feel any type of sadness. But now that she is gone, i've feeling strong emotions of pain, sadness, and anger. I'm even having lower self-esteem and a sense of worthlessness. At times i would be really sad and start tearing up, and at other times, i would be incredibly angry, lashing out at everything that annoyed me. And when i try to call my g/f or text her she would never ask about me, which sort of annoyed me. Its been almost a week now and she's been so busy. I don't know what to do, I don't want to let this control me but it is having such a negative effect on me. I'm trying to finish my last year in college, but i can't sit still anymore without thinking about her. Somehow i keep thinking about breaking up with her because i don't want to cope with my emotions. I keep thinking it would be better off for me if i brokeup with her and never talk to her again. But i know i;m just running awya from my problems. I feel so pathetic and weak-minded.