what's up guys? i've been dealing with a lot of shit in my personal life, trying to get some professional help and joined a new gym. hopefully things will continue to get better, but i've realized one of the things i had a problem with was taking a lot of the negativity from ot to real life. so this means i probably won't be visiting the main forum at all and not spending the countless hours here. but i've really missed the real criticism and the honest nature of otap in telling a person why a picture sucks, so on that note, here's some pictures i took in my time off. start with 1 above edit - that really didn't come out how i intended, but to make a long story short, i've always been a negative person and a huge asshole. all the negativity in the main forum just helped me go from bad to worse. first off, just playing with some different lighting in my basement with my son. 2 3 4 5 6 next up took some pictures of my daughter in our yard 7 8 9 10 11 12 and finally a couple long exposures where i walked around my car manually triggering a flash 13 14 and i'm sure some of you remember me bragging about my daughter landing a hallmark modeling job. here's something my g/f threw together. if any of you know someone who can get me one of the posters (should be hanging in all the us hallmark stores with the new christmas ornament displays) please pm me, i'll be glad to throw you some money for shipping, but all the local hallmarks around here said that they are already spoken for.