i go to school, go to the gym after, hangout/talk to friends, study, basically moved on with my life after a breakup last june in a relationship of 3 years, i've changed every aspect of my life since we broke up and more independent. but the voice telling me to move on isn't my own voice, its my ex's, its telling me to grow up and be a man, and be successfull etc. lately i've lost my motovation every since i attempted to cut her off in my life, but i find myself wanting to talk to her and see her to. she gives me focus and direction. what the fuck is wrong with me. been dating, and all i think about is that this girl isn't half of what my ex was. and this is after i get to know them. i really miss my ex on a personal level. conversations and activities seem empty when i'm with somebody else besides her.