He threw away 6 years with me, to be with some girl he barely knows. I loved him more than I ever thought I could love someone. I supported him (as in "yay you!".. not financially or anything.), I was proud of him regardless of what he was doing in life, I never nagged, I was never smothering... so wtf? What was so wrong with me?? 6 years... for some girl he doesn't know, and who doesn't know him. It hurts so bad. I can't freakin stop crying long enough to breathe, eat, or sleep. I told him to leave me alone, and never talk to me again. I just don't know how to be without him. I don't know how to not talk to him, and ask how his day went. I can't figure out for the life of me how to start my life over again. I'm not sure I'll ever love again.