Heck of a way to start the new year.. Ex *update* We were together a little over 2 years. Lived together towards the end. We've been broken up for a few months, but only out of complete contact for about 2 months. It wasnt pretty. Well, she started calling me 3 weeks ago saying that she was no longer seeing anyone and missed me and wanted to see how i was doing. She called me often and we just BSed. She wanted to go get coffee a few times but i never went. I was still very unsure about the situation. This was the one girl that i was the most serious with.. in the back of my mind I was wondering if maybe things would work out with us again. I was admittedly open to the idea. Well the last I heard from her was last tuesday, she was just saying Hi.. Well she just called, said she had something to tell me. She's pregnant and getting married. She wanted to tell me before i found out from anyone else. She wanted to tell me bc we had been talking recently and she didnt want me to wonder why i hadnt heard from her. She said we wouldnt be talking again and that she wished me the best and said bye. I just said "okay" and hung up. I'm having a difficult time with this and I know i shouldnt. This is probably a blessing in disguise bc i've never truly gotten over it, I thought i had. There were so many things i wanted to say to her and ask her, but i didnt.. there is no point, nothings gonna change. I cant kid myself like i have been, i have no choice but to move on for real now. There's no going back. It'll never happen for us. I have to start the new year with a clean slate and totally forget about her. I dunno what kind of reponses i'm looking for here, its just a way for myself to my thoughts in order since i dont really have anyone to talk to. Thanks. **UPDATE** Been about a month and I'm doing good. I would say great, except that at times I do feel kinda lonely. No biggie though, i hardly ever think about what went down anymore, and when i do I think "Man, that chick really went nutz towards the end." Well funny thing happened a couple of days ago, I was on a mass email from her asking for birthday dates. Whatever, still on her list i guess, *delete*. Then today she IMs me, "hey" .. I just ignored it. After awhile she says "well, ok, I just wanted to say hi, and I hope ur doing well. bye". I just laughed it off. What nerve she has, or just no sense. Anyway, just thought i'd give u guys an update. Thanks.