my ex cheated on me, is seeing the girl now that he did it with, and i was heartbroken, and desperate to go out and forget about it all.. so i decided to get drunk, with one of the ex's friends (well, not really a friend..they just did ''business'' together). ive known him about a year and a half - met him at a party, and he randomly called me one day out of the blue, we both knew we were attracted to each other, so i had a feeling something was going to happen. we were both pretty drunk, went out to his car, and next thing i knew we were making out, hands going places they shouldnt. we ended up back at his house, and i slept with him. it was meaningless, spontaneous, sweaty, intense, hours long, & beyond amazing. but i feel HORRIBLE. i dont know why, i know i shouldnt feel guilty at all, because the ex did much worse to me, but it just feels so weird being with somebody else. i feel like im ''playing'' this guy cause i still have feelings for my ex, i dont know what to do.. the guy and i have hung out since then.. and he is such a good person. he makes me forget about my ex, he tells me i deserve much better, and i can do better, he makes me smile and i'm happy when i'm with him. he looks me in the eyes when hes talking to me, he listens, but i think i'm starting to get actual feelings for him.. and i know he doesnt want that. and i don't think i could be in a relationship again so soon. i dont even know what i'm asking.. im just so confused! keep seeing this guy, tell my ex what happened, tell this guy how i feel about him? i dont want our friendship to get messed up because i started to get feelings for him. should i keep quiet and see how it goes?