Several months ago when I was living with my gf of 3 months, for the first few weeks things were fantastic. she was going supposedly going through a lot of shit and we hadnt really had a very strong connection at the time. because of other circumstances (a family friend needing the guest house and me having another place to stay anyway). I moved out of her guest house and moved to another friends place. This pissed me off a lot because she didn't even tell me she sort of just assumed that I'd get the message when she said "oh mike is going to live in the guest house" from that point on things were extremely rocky, and she was basically cold and a stuck-up bitch. So after playing the indifference game for a while I said fuck this and met with her to break things off. She bawled for a while and apologized profusely, and because i had no real backbone i gave in for the easy makeup sex. now our relationship is infinitely better, and she does tons of little things for me all the time to show she cares. she's a completely different person now that she's away from her home town and at college. I'm flying back to her home town to ski with a friend and her for about 2 weeks this winter. She's said many times that this time in Jackson Hole (her town) it's going to be completely different, but I for some reason I can't get over the shit that went down and I do still hold it against her. How can i come to terms with this shit so that this winter doesnt become a self fulfilling prophecy??