I've been a lot more social lately, though it's mostly after several drinks. I've even started dancing, which I honestly have said I would never do in my entire life. Now that I'm actually getting out there, I'm experiencing something that I've been avoiding by not participating: rejection. I don't handle rejection or failure very well, especially when it involves women. I feel like after a few failures, I'm pretty much worthless and I shouldn't continue trying. I feel like there must be something wrong with me if I can't succeed. I've talked to girls and have gotten their numbers but never a call back. Last week, I really hit it off with this girl, got her number, called twice, no call back. Last night, I danced with a girl and a few of her friends (rotating), and eventually she said they were dykes (they were clearly not). That's a huge insult. I then grinded with another girl (heavier, not really fat though) and sucked on her neck and stuff (she clearly enjoyed it) but had no interest in returning the favor. Needless to say, by the end of the night, I seriously wanted to kill myself (I actually cut myself with a razor and I feel like a fucking immature fool for doing it again). How do I look at these situations optimistically? How do I handle constant rejection from women? Is it the norm to be rejected and the exception to actually get somewhere with them?