things got fucked up, and lots of immature shit happened and we tried to work it out, but i guess it didn't. I'm still in love with her, and this is pretty damn painful (the dreams, the talking, etc..). why the fuck do they still say they wanna be friends? we talked the other night and she was saying that i'm the only one that makes her happy, i'm the only one she'd want to be with but doesn't want to be with me right now. none of it makes fucking sense. i realize i'm probably coming from every angle here, but i'm kinda fucked up and not thinking straight.