Starting as a new years resolution then turning into something serious, I decided to change my life and make myself sober. Couldn't have done it without the support of an awesome freind. Last night, however, I got a strong urge to do cocaine. And I realized I miss the powerful feeling it gave me. I know it is very bad for me and everything, and unless someone puts a bump in my nose while I'm sleeping, I don't think I'm going to do it again - I'm just curious as to how long I'm going to get these "urges"?