My girl friend said today one of the things that bothers her alot is my lack of emotion. When I am not happy I look so cold. It just bothers me because other people have pointed this out to me. For years I had people ask me if I was depressed. But I am certainly not. Even if things dont work out with my girl friend, it is still something I have to fix. But how do I fix how I feel. I mean sitting around and I suppose to smile all the time or something? If I am not happy then what am I? Nothing, cold. I guess I do carry a frown all the time, but its just the way I look, not feel.