First off, I'm clinically depressed and on meds. Last night I made the hugest fucking mistake of my life. i cheated on my loving, loyal, supportive girlfriend of 2 years. It was a drunken mistake, I still own up to the choice i made but it was a huge mistake. I still love her and want her. Anyways, I told her. I had to because I love and respect her so much that I could barely look her in the eye. Even still I have this burning pain in the pit of my stomach. She was obviously devastated, although she did take it a little better than I would expect. That's not saying too much though. The thing that makes this paticularly horrible is that she's been cheated on before, more than once. Anyways, has anyone ever been in a similar situation and managed to rebuild things? I don't expect it to happen overnight, and I know things will never be quite the same, but I can't imagine my life without her. The thought of it alone causes me to start shivering, tearing up and basically just fall apart. She said she needs to think about things which is understandable. Do you guys have any advice?